GA 2/20 Willows update

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  1. Willow

    Willow Well-Known Member

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    Hello everyone

    This is so hard to write, I’m a complete wreck right now. I have been up since 3AM, found willow in the closet having a hard time breathing again. The morphine is helping her with the pain, yet her lungs are not working correctly anymore.
    I brought her back to bed where she laid next to me purring all night. This morning I noticed she had not eaten anything again. She was able to make it downstairs to her water bowl, why on earth she will not drink from the ones upstairs is beyond me. She stayed there for most of the morning. I know her time is up. I spent the next few hours trying to find a vet to come to our home. Every time I tried to speak on the phone I got so choked up words would not come out. My wife had to take the phone. We finally found one who could come today, she will be here at 2:30pm.
    I took the day off of work to spend it with her, she laid on my chest, her favorite spot of over an hour purring.
    She got down and tried to make it to the halfway, she can barely walk.
    I’m going to miss her so much, she has slept with me for four years, never left my side, I have such a connection with her.
     

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  2. Wally & Stefano

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  3. Shoeskitty-GA

    Shoeskitty-GA Well-Known Member

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    James, please know that you did everything humanly possible for Willow the entire time she has been with you! Thinking of you as you give her this last gift of your love. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  4. Squeaky and KT (GA)

    Squeaky and KT (GA) Well-Known Member

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    HUGS and hugs and hugs...prayers for comfort too. What a wonderful life of love you shared together...
     
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  5. Tuxedo Mom

    Tuxedo Mom Well-Known Member

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    (((HUGS))) and shared tears

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  6. Mandy & Rex (GA)

    Mandy & Rex (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I am so sorry. :bighug::bighug:
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  7. carfurby (GA)

    carfurby (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I'm so sorry. I hope her crossing is peaceful. Fly free sweet Willow. Sending prayers. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  8. Kris & Teasel

    Kris & Teasel Well-Known Member

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    I'm so sorry it's your precious kitty's time. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  9. Amanda and a Loudogg

    Amanda and a Loudogg Well-Known Member

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    Oh James, I am so sorry to hear it's Willow's time to leave you. My heart aches for the pain you and your wife are feeling right now. She is a beautiful girl and you have done so much to ensure she has had a good life. Your love for her is obvious and absolute. Sending you hugs and vines of love, peace, and comfort during this difficult time. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  10. Mom2SweetPea

    Mom2SweetPea Member

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    I'm so sorry. :(. What a wonderful life you gave Willow! <3
     
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  11. Susan&Felix(GA)

    Susan&Felix(GA) Well-Known Member

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    This is heartbreaking.:bighug: I hope you find comfort in that your timing seems right: she let you know she's ready but she was able to enjoy her time with you today.
     
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  12. Bellasmom

    Bellasmom Well-Known Member

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    I am so very sorry, you did all you could, lots of hugs to you and DW
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  13. Willow

    Willow Well-Known Member

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    Update

    Willow has crossed over.
    I was able to spend the last four hours with her on my chest while she purred herself to sleep. During my life I have had many of other cats and dogs. None have touched me the way willow did. She was a unicorn among cats. She refused to follow any rules or die when the vets told her too. How many times did she not follow the rules from here? This is why so many times in my post I would post willow just being willow.
    Sorry about any typos, my eyes are so full of tears it’s a little hard to write this.

    Again I would like to thank everyone one of you crazy cat lovers on here. It was because of this forum and group that saved willow in the first place. Never give up hope or stop fighting for your kitties.

    Thank you!
     
  14. Bobbie And Bubba

    Bobbie And Bubba Well-Known Member

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    ((((((James)))))))) so many hugs and vines of comfort being sent to you now. You were the best furdaddy to Willow. Until you meet again. :rb_icon:cat_wings>o

    RIP Willow, Fly high, land softly.
     
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  15. Squeaky and KT (GA)

    Squeaky and KT (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Just hugs and hugs - I share tears with you. I loved that every time I read it...Willow just being Willow.
     
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  16. Judy and Boomer

    Judy and Boomer Well-Known Member

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    James, I am so very sorry it was Willow's time to cross. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  17. Chris & China (GA)

    Chris & China (GA) Well-Known Member

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    So sorry to hear it was Willow's time to leave you. You were the best daddybean in the world for her!!

    you always said I was your angel...now it's time to get my wings.jpg
    Fly free sweet Willow and land softly. Send your daddy a sign that you're happy, healthy and waiting for the day you'll be together again forever cat_wings>o
     
  18. Sue and Luci

    Sue and Luci Well-Known Member

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    It's always the most agonizing news of all...to hear another one of our precious sugar babies has crossed over...we all ache for you. You were a wonderful bean to her all these years...you're so lucky that she found you to care for her...she was so loved. Thank you for caring .... and helping her cross today. What a wonderful merciful bean you are...bless you. cat_wings>o:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  19. nslade001

    nslade001 Well-Known Member

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    So very sorry for your loss; it is so hard to say goodbye. Thinking of you with love, Nikki
     
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  20. Idjit's mom

    Idjit's mom Well-Known Member

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    Sincere condolences for your loss. Peace and comfort to your grieving hearts today, tomorrow... :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  21. Wendy&Neko

    Wendy&Neko Senior Member Moderator

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    {{{James}}} I am so sorry for your loss. :bighug: Willow is no longer in pain, but rather flying free with her new set of wings. I am sure she will find some unusual way to tell you she has made it to the Bridge.
     
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  22. Tom & Thomas (GA)

    Tom & Thomas (GA) Member

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    I don't know you and Willow but when I read your note on Sunday I wept.

    So fierce a love is going to burn on after and forever. May the day come soon when it again brings you warmth and comfort, not just grief and pain.
     
  23. Ti-Mousse (GA) Pepe (GA)

    Ti-Mousse (GA) Pepe (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I'm so sad for you. :bighug: There's nothing worst than having to say goodbye to our lovely kitty with whom we shared all those precious moments! You were there with her till the end, loving and reassuring. You gave her a wonderful life and now Willow is free and flying! cat_wings>o
     
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  24. Bronx's dad (GA)

    Bronx's dad (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I am so very sorry for your loss James. The connection you shared with Willow was a very special one and and she will be part of your soul forever. My prayers and thoughts are with you.

    Fly free sweet Willow :rb_icon: 14689.jpg :rb_icon:
     
  25. Chubba (GA)

    Chubba (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I’m so sorry. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
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  26. Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA)

    Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA) Well-Known Member

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    Dear James,
    Your dear Willow is soaring high on her beautiful new golden wings to The Rainbow Bridge, where all of our GAs will give her a joyous welcome. She will be "in good paws" until that wonderful day when you are reunited.
    We grieve with you and send you many thoughts of comfort. Your girl will always be with you.

    Fly free, dear Willow. You are much loved. cat_wings>o

    In deepest sympathy,
    Ella & Edward, Rusty (GA), and Stu (GA)
     

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  27. Olive & Paula

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    You had an amazing connection with each other. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  28. JeffJ

    JeffJ Well-Known Member

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    Willow knew the touch of a human heart and the comfort of a loving home. You gave her the best of everything. I am sorry for your loss. May Willow's gentle spirit fly high and free. She was loved.:rb_icon:
     
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  29. Crista & Ming

    Crista & Ming Well-Known Member

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    Dear James, :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
    Thank you for sharing with us Willow’s and your story. It’s beautiful how much both of you fought to stay and love each other. You did the right thing in exactly the right way. And now Willow is at peace, knowing she was well loved by such a wonderful and giving family. Take care :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  30. Sandy and Black Kitty

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  31. Cindy&Taco

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    I'm very sad for you:(
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  32. Moms2Tigger&Blu

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  33. Amy&TrixieCat

    Amy&TrixieCat Well-Known Member

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    I am so very sorry, James...she will live on in your heart and will forever be a part of who you are....
     
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  34. Sienne and Gabby (GA)

    Sienne and Gabby (GA) Senior Member Moderator

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    (((((James)))))

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Your love and attachment to your very special kitty are so evident in your words. I'm attaching a fable that I hope speaks gently to your grief.

    Fly free Willow and land softly.
     
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  35. Pamela & Amethyst

    Pamela & Amethyst Well-Known Member

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    So sorry! Fly softly sweet girl:bighug::bighug:cat_wings>o:rb_icon:
     
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  36. Yvonne & Andy &BJ (GA)

    Yvonne & Andy &BJ (GA) Member

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    So sorry! :bighug:
     
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  37. Gill & George

    Gill & George Well-Known Member

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    ((((James)))
    I am so sorry for your loss, Willow was lucky to have you as her Bean.
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  38. Marje and Gracie

    Marje and Gracie Senior Member Moderator

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    (((James)))). My deepest condolences in your loss. You were always such a fighter for your sweet girl. How lucky she was that you adopted her at just the right time, saved her, and gave her love like she’d never known. Please be gentle with yourself and let yourself grieve. May she dance with you in your dreams.

    Fly free, precious Willow. cat_wings>ocat_wings>o:rb_icon:
     
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  39. Krystina & Nelli

    Krystina & Nelli Well-Known Member

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    Your words...
    My thoughts and would be words about Nelli.
    The richness in value of the FDMB.
    We. Are. Lucky.
    Be well... you crazy cat lover :)!
     
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  40. Carol & Murphy (GA)

    Carol & Murphy (GA) Well-Known Member

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    James, I am so very sorry you lost Willow. The end sounds peaceful and I hope that being with her at the end was some measure of comfort.
    RIP, little Willow
     
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  41. Tricia Cinco(GA) & Harvey

    Tricia Cinco(GA) & Harvey Well-Known Member

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    {{{James}}}

    My deepest sympathies to you and your DW on the crossing of your sweet Willow. You have always been an exceptionally dedicated daddybean, and there was never any doubt how much you loved her. She knew that and trusted you to always do what was best for her, including giving her the most precious yet difficult gift of all - her freedom. As you go through these next days and weeks, trying to get used to your new "normal", be kind to one another and remember that although you can't see her, Willow is never far away, as she will always be in your hearts.

    Fly free, Willow, and land softly. :rb_icon:
     
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  42. Squalliesmom

    Squalliesmom Well-Known Member

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    I’m so very sorry, James. You and Willow shared such a deep love; she knew how much she was loved, and will forever be in your heart. (((Hugs))):bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Fly free, sweet Willow, and land softlycat_wings>o
     
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  43. Mandarin'sMom

    Mandarin'sMom Well-Known Member

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    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Willow sounds like a very special cat who adored her daddy bean and who knew how much she was loved and cherished. Fly free, Willow. cat_wings>o
     
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  44. Calicos are Best (GA)

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    I'm so sorry to hear about Willow. cat_wings>o
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  45. Joanne&TinySole

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    ((((((((((James)))))))))) ...they are never far from us.
     
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