4/16/2019 PHOEBES Update

Can't remember last I posted, Phoebes numbers have been beautiful on 5 units. She has become more purry, playswith her favorite stick with the feather nubbin on it. Drags it around house like a snake. Sings to her hearts content at Mr. Toaster Oven. She is my world. I love her like no other. She's my heart and soul kitty. You all get it.
Took to vets 2 weeks ago, she gained more weight, up to 15.2 pounds. Took her in to get a "private" shave to save on all the dingle berries we had been seeing. Come to find out they are not dingleberries, it's tumor.
The size of a small raspberry just above her who ha. The vet looked at it under scope,said it is cancerous. Don't know what kind, they could do surgery but because of the location they couldn't guarantee any clean margins. So it would growback. So I think my girl has finally had enough. This kills me to even say it, but we will be putting her down. Just not sure of date.
The vet gave her antibiotics, said sometimes the tumors will respond to the anbiotics and cortisone. cream. There was a little white cells in the sample she scrapped. That was a week ago. Still no sign of one or the other.
Even if money wasnt an issue, I would not have the surgery because of the location. Hopefully it does not grow bigger and start to block her ability to urinate. So right now my beautiful sweet girl is on borrowed time.
I just wanted you all to know. I'm sorry i have not kept up here, it's been a lot to handle. My heart is broke. Shattered. You would never know with her pudgy cheeks she was even sick.
We are going to just love her like really there's no tomorrow. She will be spoiled and loved like crazy before she leaves this world. I promised her I would never let her suffer. Thank you to those who have continued to hold us up in prayer.
I think of all of you daily my friends. When I know the date I will post, so that there can be strength for me to fulfil my promise to her. Bless you all. Love, Phoebes Angela

 

I'm so sorry for this and what you're going through, but so glad she has been able to have more happy time in the world thanks to you.

 

(((Angela))). I’m so so very sorry to hear this. I’m glad Phoebe is feeling good right now, try to focus on that. When the time comes (I hope a long time from now) you’ll know and we’ll be here if you need us Prayers and vines for you both

 

I'm so sorry, Angela. It seems so unfair to get one thing under control only to have another get you. I hope she continues to do well for a long time.

 

Angela and Phoebe - for you:

 

Angela, how did I miss this the day it was posted? You know how I feel about Phoebes so whatever I say will just have me bawling my eyes out. We love you both so very much so I won't drag this out. We are here for you. Noah would say hi if he could. and one last for Phoebes.