4/12 Fly Free BigMac, Carolyn's Hero

It is with the absolute heaviest heart that I write this for Carolyn. Her PM says:

She said I could update you all.

(((((((((((((Carolyn))))))))))) There are not enough tears in the world to express our sadness and heartbreak for you. BigMac.....always larger than life, always there, now at peace and pain free.

Gentle Journey, BigMac. LL hearts are breaking and we will miss you......we all love you. Carolyn...we all hold you close in thought and prayer. We are so, so, so very sorry.

We will light a candle to guide BigMac on his way.

 

"My heart has become my enemy...for I have lost a dear friend this day."

I haven't the words, Carolyn...this is just the saddest moment.
The world has become a smaller and colder place today.

Land softly, Bigmac, our wonderful sweet friend...and know that you and your momma have touched hearts around the world.

In abject sorrow...

Celi, Binks, Smudge, and Annie

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:sad: i'm so incredibly sorry, carolyn. we loved Big Mac like he was our own - he was one very, very special kitter. my heart just breaks for both of you.

know we're sending you tons of love as you go through the days ahead.

 

I am so sorry, (((Carolyn))) :sad: I'll write more later, right now I'm still in shock myself.
Love you, Big Mac cat_pet_icon

 

(((((Carolyn))))) I don't have any words that can adequately express what I am feeling or my sympathy for you, you both fought so hard. This is just devastating. Fly free BigMac you have earned your wings.

 

Big tears and a heavy heart here. I am so saddened that BigMac needed to leave. He will live in our hearts forever.
Sending you LL love and strength.

 

Oh, no -- this is heartbreaking. ((((Carolyn)))), my deepest condolences for your loss. BigMac was and will always be a very special kitty, fondly remembered.

 

((((Carolyn))))

There are no words. There are only tears. I'm just sitting here weeping.

At every juncture, you knew your cat. You knew when he was happy and when things were just not "right." I do believe our cats are often smarter about life than we are and they teach us important lessons if we are only smart enough to listen. And sometimes, they try to save us from the pain of losing them. I know in my heart if you could have given Big Mac another life to add to his nine, you would have done so without a moment's hesitation. Instead, he made his choice to save you that decision.

Fly free Big Mac and land softly. Lights will shine in Lantus Land to guide you to the Bridge. There are so many very special and much loved kitties who will be there to greet you and keep you safe. They will show you the best meadows to run and play in and where there are butterflies to chase. They will be there to wait with you until you are joined by the one you love best.

 

I'm so very sorry and saddened to read this. BigMac is a gorgeous and amazing angel tonight and always....

 

Oh man .. No words can express how much my heart is breaking for you .. I'm so sorry Carolyn .. Fly Free BigMac ...

 

Oh, no, poor Carolyn,she went above and beyond for that handsome boy! ((Hugs))) to Carolyn...take comfort in the knowledge that we all loved him too, and when he crossed, it was surrounded by our love and buoyed by yours.

Fly free and land softly in a beautiful green place where there is no more pain, BigMac. Look in on your Momma sometimes; she'll feel that warm little shift in the wind on her cheek and know it's you nearby. Hold her gently in your heart 'til you meet again.

 

((((((((((Carolyn)))))))))), my heart just breaks for you! Your handsome dear burger boy was always so special - as is his dear mama! My tears for you, Carolyn, are flowing with those of so many others. I'm just too sorry for words

Fly high and free, Big Mac! You were and remain a most beloved legend!

 

(((Carolyn)))

There are no words to begin to express the immense pain I feel for you. BigMac was blessed to be loved by no less than the very best.

Prayers, hugs & peace from Baby, Sadi & I

wings_cat (((BigMac))) wings_cat ​

 

Every day, several times a day, I would come to Lantus with a prayer in my heart that no candle would ever be needed for Big Mac. Words seem so inadequate to convey how deeply the loss of you beautiful and beloved Big Mac affects the hearts of so many.

My deepest, most sincere, and most heartfelt sympathy to you Carolyn, to your DH, and to all who knew and loved him. He fought so hard, went through so much.....may all your memories of him help you through the "moments" and may it help you to know how many, many hearts go out to you. My heart just breaks for you.......just so sad. He was so loved......always remember that love.




A golden heart stopped beating
Two shining eyes at rest
God broke our heart to prove to us
He only takes the best wings_cat

 

(((((Carolyn)))))))
I am so so sorry.

Fly free Big Mac. You will shine bright with the love you have known and remember to come back and whisper in her dreams.

 

(((((((CAROLYN))))))
i dont know what to say, i am so so so sorry.... i cant believe this

 

(((Carolyn)))

My heart is broken for you. BigMac was a hero and a legend in Land Land. This is the end of an era. If ever a kitty was iconic in our world, it was BIgMac.

The two of you were a team. He and you worked so hard to overcome all that came his way. I know that he wanted to fight this with you, and for you.

The time has come for him to rest, but he is not gone from our hearts, and he will certainly never be forgotten. There could not be a more beloved kitty.

He is among his many friends at the Bridge. For me, the Bridge is a place in our hearts where the bond of love goes on, even when we are physically separated.

My deepest condolences go out to you and your family, in your time of loss. We grieve with you.

(((BigMac)))

 

Oh no (((Carolyn))), I gasped when I read this. My heart breaks for you. Fly free BigMac. May God bring you peace Carolyn and look after your baby.

pattie

 

(((Carolyn)))

Words cannot even bring justice to the tears streaming down my face and the pain that I am feeling in my heart.
I have lit a candle for your precious BigMac, to guide his way across the bridge to be joined by so many of
our angels that have passed before him.
They are waiting for him, to embrace him.

The 2 of you are so so special to us here. Your devotion, generousity, your kindness and devotion have touched so
many and to me personally when Max was so high and then oh so low.

Fly free dear sweet BigMac. You are loved by so many and will be missed dearly.
I am so sorry Carolyn.

 

My heart aches for you Carolyn. I've only come to know BigMac through your posts over the last few weeks and have been truly touched by the special relationship you shared. My deepest sympathies to you and your family.
Sending you love and light to help you heal through this heartbreaking time.

Tamara & Ella

 

Carolyn

I am so sorry I have been watching every post praying Big Mac would get better. I watched every update you posted on him hoping. I am so, so sorry. Fly Free you beautiful boy.

Terri

 

*crying* I am so sorry. I wish I could give you a real hug Carolyn. I know nothing will make you feel better. I will never forget your special boy - he will always have a spot in my heart. We greave with you.

I want you to be kind to yourself, I would have tried everything you did. I wished and hoped with all of my heart that you would have BigMac for many more years. You are an amazing Mom and BigMac had a life time of love. I know in my heart that he was meant to be yours and only yours. He is by your side in spirit. Watch for signs that he is with you and okay.

These two poems were posted on Maverick's goodbye post the night I lost him. I read that thread every day and the poems meant so much to me. I know you've seen them already. But I hope they give your heart a boost like they did mine.

I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle with each other.

Then someone at my side says: "There, she is gone!"

"Gone where?"

Gone from my sight. That is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and she is just as able to bear the load of living freight to her destined port.

Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says: "there, she is gone!" There are other eyes watching her coming and other voices ready to take up the glad should: "Here she comes!"

THE EULOGY
Look not where I was
For I am not there
My spirit is free
I am everywhere

In the air that you breathe
In the sounds that you hear
Don't cry for me Mom
My spirit is near

I'll watch for you
From the other side
I'll be the one running
New friends by my side

Smile at my memory
Remember in your heart
This isn't the end
It's a brand new start

I am lighting a candle for BigMac.

 

(((Carolyn))) I am so sad and heartbroken to hear this news. We will light a candle for BigMac this evening. My heart and prayers go out to you. Know that we are all here for you. Lots of tears and hugs

 

I'm so sorry for your loss. Pls take care!

 

((( Carolyn )))

I've been hoping for good news for Big Mac and am so heartbroken to see this.

Fly free, Big Mac, you will always be loved by so many.

 

(((((Carolyn)))))
my heart breaks for you. we love them so much and we do everything we can but sometimes it is just their time and they are ready to go. i think many stay here longer because they know we are not ready, and they linger until we are as ready as we can possibly be to survive such a loss. he is free now, whole and healthy at the bridge, and he has so many beloved marvelous kitties to greet him and keep him happy til it is time for you to reunite once again.
we'll never forget him. i know you'll feel him around you soon, tho, if you haven't already.
peace and love to you and your family at this sad time.
fly free, soar high, and land softly, BigMac.

 

((Carolyn)) I'm so sorry... :YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG:

Sandy - Dottie, Jeter & Tilly

 

OMG. My little hamburger. you fought so hard. I am just sick over this. what am I going to do with all these sesame seeds?
carolyn, I am so very,very sorry. there are really no words that will say what I am feeling. this is such a shock.
you are a good mamma bean. remember that. you did all you could.
fly free you will be in the hearts of many here forever

 

Fly free, sweet brave BigMac, fly free. {{{{{{{{{{GREAT BIG HUGS, CAROLYN}}}}}}}}}}

 

Oh my gosh. I don't even know what to say. My heart is broken for you Carolyn. Big Mac is now free to run and play. Fly free sweet Big Mac and land softly!! Hugs to you Carolyn!

 

(((Carolyn))). I can barely see to write this. My tears won't stop. My heart is breaking for you. I felt, like so many here do, that I knew your beautiful boy. He was ours!
I'm so very sorry Carolyn, for your pain.

 

Oh, no. No. I wish I had words. My heart is breaking for you, Carolyn. I am so very sorry. I can't believe it. I never thought this would happen. I wish I could give you strength. I am lighting a candle for him to Bast. I am praying that he has a peaceful journey to his next adventure. But I wish that you and all of us here wouldn't have to say goodbye. I am so sorry.

 

((Carolynn)) I'm s sorry about Big Mac

 

((((Carolyn))))))
I'm so sorry, so very sorry and sad. Fly Free BigMac. Big tears flowing today.
Sandy

 

(((((Carolyn)))))
i am still crying....and so hard to post....i type something then delete it as i feel so lost for words....

but know this....you did good in our eyes and especially in BigMac's eyes....you were an excellent mom to him...he knew he was your special boy....he was loved and loved you back....

praying for you to find comfort knowing you did your very best....but sometimes it is not in our hands...he is needed more where he is now....his earthly journey with you has come to an end but he will ALWAYS be in your heart and never far away from your thoughts.....

i'm so very sorry...can't stop crying....

Fly Free BigMac wings_cat you put up a big fight and your name said it all! you were larger than life! now you must start a journey without your family....but you will find all the GA kitties that have gone before you and you will not be alone so don't be afraid....until you reunite again with your family may you run free at the bridge.....

lighting a candle in your honour BigMac...land softly and the many candles are lighting the way to your new home.....

 

((((Carolyn)))) I am so saddened to read this news. I so hoped that BigMac would get better and be home with his bean. You did everything you could for him and I'm sure he knows how much you loved him...with all your heart and soul. And you know he loved you because he fought so hard to be with you. But he is free now...free from pain and he is probably running right now in the beautiful green grass with all our other GA kitties.

 

I'm so sorry to see that BigMac has lost his fight. I've been following his progress and I was hoping that today would be a positive day on his road to recovery. You did everything you could possibly do for him. It's so heartbreaking to lose our sweet kitties.

 

(((((Carolyn))))). I'm so saddened to read this. I had been following your journey and hoping for good news each day. I'm so so sorry. Take comfort in your memories and know we all share your pain.

 

Nooooooooooo- oh, no, Carolyn. ((Carolyn)) Tears are falling and so many hearts are heavy. We all loved your boy so much - he and you have become and are so special to all of us. Why oh why won't they listen to us sometimes when we know our furry companions so well.

I won't repeat all of the familiar statements that we all know are so true - he IS flying free - he IS out of pain - and we know that but the sadness is so heavy today - my heart goes out to you, my friend, and I so wish I were near enough to give you a big hug.

Your boy will forever be a HUGE part of all of us and of this board - you shared him with all of us and we loved him with you.

Please know that we share your sadness and tears and if there is anything we can do, please let us know - although I know nothing can ease your pain right now.

Sending many, many, many comforting prayers and thoughts and hugs to you across the miles.

Love you,

Emmy & Dude (& Mittsi & Bob too)

 

Too many tears right now, just so so sorry Carolyn. I felt uneasy last night and I got on BigMacs post to visit at about 2 AM or so. I had an overwhelming need to be close to him. I hope I was able to get through to him, I felt that I was, and so I hope you can take comfort that he had a visiter that stayed with him last night for a few hours.

I wish I could be with you to give you a big hug. I haven't known you and BigMac for long, but I felt that I've known you for much longer. I followed every post and waited for news each day. I am so truly sorry to be reading this now, and I pray BigMac will be at peace with all of those kitties that are already at the bridge, and will be there waiting for you someday. You were the best mama bean, and see, I told you, you could fit in that cage. I am gratfull that I shared that story with you and BigMac was able to sleep on your leg yesterday. Let that comfort you now.

I will also light a candle tonight

 

Too sad to say anything constructive or uplifting. :cry:

May you swiftly find some sort of peace through this.

You are in ALL of our hearts, may that provide you with a little comfort...

 

((((Carolyn)))) It's hard enough when a kitty passes that I didn't know too well. It's devastating when it's one I've grown to know and love with all my heart. BigMac was bigger than life, a kitty with so much personality. You loved him like no one else could have, and he loved you just as much. I'm so sorry you have to suffer through this. BigMac is always going to be walking right along beside you, never far from your side, healthy and happy. I'll be thinking of you, Carolyn.

 

Carolyn,
BIG HUGE LOOOOONG HUG - I'm so sorry it was Big Mac's time to cross. I'm so very thankful he was YOUR catbaby, he was so cared for, listened to and loved. Remember, he's not gone, you just have to hug him differently.

Fly free sweet baby

 

(((Carolyn)))

There are so many wet keyboards in Lantus Land today. Like everyone else that candle on the posting was a shock.

BigMac tried as hard as he could, as did you, and now he has gone to join his many furry friends. Whenever you feel sunshine on your face or a light breeze caress your cheek, know that it is BigMac reaching out to touch you to try to give you some comfort.

 

((((Carolyn)))) I am so sorry that Big Mac is gone. All of our tears joined together will make sure his journey to the bridge is gentle and smooth. There are just not enough words....

Peace be with you and your family. I know your heart is broken. I hope in time your happy memories will ease your pain.

Fly free Big Mac! wings_cat

 

crying.... so very sad for you. this song always makes me cry, I hope it doesn't make you too sad, its a great song. you must know that BigMac knew that he was so very well loved and cared for. He couldn't have hoped for a better mamabean. Hugs to you.

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((((Carolyn)))) Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Such a sad day for all of LL.

The tears will dry on your face but continue to run in your heart for years if not forever.

Good By BigMac, you will be missed but never forgotten, fly free and land softly where you will be young and healthy again.



“If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,

I know how much you loved me,
As much as I loved you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, forever in your heart "


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Carolyn, there are no words to convey my emotions on seeing the candle for BigMac. I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Fly free BigMac. Tell Belle I miss her.

Jason

 

Fly free BigMac....be at peace kitty love...

 

Hugs and prayers are with you...

 

My heart is just breaking for you. BigMac was so loved.....and will be missed. Soft landings, BigMac.

*tears*

 

My heart is just breaking for you. BigMac was so loved.....and will be missed. Soft landings, BigMac.

*tears*

 

(((Carlolyn))) my heart is broken for you and am in tears writing this. I can't imagine what you are going through. I am glad you were able to be with Big Mac when he passed. He was such a special kitty. Unfortunately our furbabies aren't here with us long enough. I pray for healing for your heart. Please take care and know you have many friends here for support. My deepest sympathy is with you. Take care.

 

((((((Carolyn))))))) I am so sorry to hear about BigMac, my heart aches for you and I wish I could give you a real hug.

Fly free BigMac, you will be missed.

 

(((((Carolyn))))) I just do not know what to write - my heart is so broken for you. You and Big Mac have always been an incredible team. You were an amazing bean and you both loved each other so much. I wish there were words to help..... there are none. But you and your family, and Big Mac are in my heart. I am so sorry. This is just such a shock. Sending love and hugs....

 

(((Carolyn))) I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you.
There are so many kitties welcoming BigMac to the bridge. He is not alone.
Fly free BigMac and land ever so softly.
Marcy & Klinger

 

((((((Carolyn)))))) I'm so sorry to read about Big Mac's passing. I am so sorry about your loss.

Fly free Big Mac and land gently. There are many very special kitties who will guide you and look after you. Fly free. :cry:

 

Oh My friend, I just feel shattered hearing of this...Tears flow, a dear LL Legend has left us.
I just lit Copper' candle from MJ for Big Mac's journey to the Bridge to light his way--Cant stop crying, feel like I have lost one of my own..
There was never a better Team, A more devoted to each other pair,a more loving twosome than you & Big Mac...
But we never want any of ours to suffer, even though we know We will....But the days & years we had with our furbabies, is a time we will always cherish & remember..
If I could put my arms around you, I would let you cry on my shoulder..And I on yours.
You & Big Mac are a beacon here on FDMB...We all have been touched by you both..
Wrote this & sending it to you & Big Mac:

If you must leave, Go Softly...
For I could not have Loved You More,
For you could have been Anything,
But The Love Of My Life...

Fly Free Big Mac, no more pain, and land softly on the other side...
Love you both ...from us>

 

Carolyn,

I'm so very stunned and sorry I just don't know what to say. I feel your loss so personally as we all do. I wish there were something I could do to make it all better and bring BigMac back. You loved him so much and did everything you could to save him. He could not have had a better mom and he knew that and loved you back just as much. He really tried to get better but just couldn't. The spirit was willing but the body gave out.

Please be kind to yourself and take care while you mourn this terrible loss. We're all here for you when you want to talk.

Melanie & Racci

 

Oh (((Carolyn))) I'm so very sorry. :sad: Tears flowing..

 

{{{{Carolyn}}}}
We are so very heartsick to read about BigMac crossing the bridge. Such a brave and fearless fellow who loved him mamabean so much. He was a fighter to the end. You did such a fantastic job loving and caring for BigMac. Wish we could do more than express our grief and offer online comfort. We will keep you close in our hearts as you grieve the passing of your beloved BigMac.
Anne, Liz, Zener and Tillie

 

Dear Carolyn....this is so unfair...I am broken hearted....sending my deepest sympathy to you my friend...

The most Beautiful Boy who fought so very hard.....
Fly Free BigMac....
we love you so....
wings_cat

We are with you in spirit this night and share your grief....

 

Dearest Carolyn,
I am so very very sorry that Big Mac had to leave you. My heart breaks for you 'cause I know the ache of losing the most special of friends.
Gandalf will welcome Big Mac at The Bridge, I am sure of it. Although he was OTJ, he was still a Levemir boy.

((((((Carolyn)))))) There are many hugs here for you tonight.

Fly free Big Mac. wings_cat

 

Carolyn, I'm so sorry for the loss of your buddy and hero. My heart is breaking for you tonight. Fly free, BigMac and take care of your mama (I know he will). You will be connected always. Hugs....

 

Oh, gosh, I find it hard to breath right now....and hard to see through my tears. Oh, Carolyn, I am so so so very sorry to read this tonight. BigMac fought the big fight....and stayed as long as he could. Now he's free of pain and sickness. He knows how much you love him...he crossed the bridge knowing that. He will always be with you, always.
Hugs, my friend....I wish I could be there in person to envelope you with my arms, but unfortunately, my cyber hug will have to do...(((((((Carolyn))))))) Fly free sweet sweet handsome BigMac

 

Carolyn, you are in my prayers. I'm so sorry that it was BigMac's time to cross over, but I know you were so strong for him and did all you could. I hope that in time you will be able to celebrate the happy memories!

 

{{hugs}}

May your good memories of him come to lighten grief.

 

I think of strong, handsome, brave BigMac at the Bridge, welcomed by so many of his old friends. I see his bright, beautiful star in the heavens tonight and I know that he is sending comfort and love to you, Carolyn. He fought a fantastic fight with his mamabean always at his side. He'll always be by your side in his special place: in your heart.

We grieve with you tonight, dear friend. It was BigMac's time, and he spent a gentle, loving hour with you before he passed. We all loved him, and we will miss him. We are lighting our candle for your boy. Fly Free, BigMac, 'till we meet again.

In deepest sympathy,

Ella & Edward, Rusty, and Stu

 

Today we lost a legend. An inspiration. A wonderful beloved kitty.

Carolyn, I am so sorry. There simply are not words for me. I know you were and are the best bean any kitty could ever hope for. I hope that the memories you have of your journey with BigMac will bring you comfort. He will always be with you: in your heart, and your minds eye.

Fly free BigMac, you will be sorely missed, and never forgotten. rb_icon

 

Oh no… not the candle… (((Carolyn))) I'm so very sorry… I don’t know what to say… I know only time will heal your pain.
You will always have the good memories and pictures to confort you.

My deepest sympathy to you and your family.

You are in my prayers tonight... Take care… :YMHUG:



Fly free handsome Big Mac o

 

((Carolyn)) This makes me so very sad. I am so truly and deeply sorry for the loss of your wonderful BigMac.

 

Carolyn, I'm so deeply sorry to learn of BigMac's passing. What a sweetheart. (((Carolyn)))

I'm attaching a link to IZ on youtube singing "Somewhere over the Rainbow/Wonderful Life" which comforted me after Yoshi's passing 4/13/06. [youtube]y5JicO2bKec[/youtube]

There will be many wonderful FDMB kitty buddies to welcome him. Soft landing, BigMac.

 

oh no. :cry: :cry: :cry:

I was so hoping that BigMac had one more miracle left in him. It's unfair that they can't live forever. My heart is broken for you - not for BigMac, because I feel that he made his own decision that it was ok to let go. He knew you would fight forever for him if he wanted you to. Lucky, lucky boy.

Fly free, big boy. wings_cat

 

Tears falling... Carolyn, I know I don't know you, but I am SO sorry for your loss. So sorry. My heart is breaking for you and my thoughts are with you tonight.

 

OMG Carolyn there are nooooooo words...I am so devastatingly sad to read this...I am nauseous and crying so hard I can barely breathe.

The whole world feels your loss and weeps for you...

Fly free BigMac, one of LL's Greatest Heros, loved by all and in particular Carolyn, of LL's Greatest Beans...Land Softly at the Bridge BigMac & know that we will always always always love you.

Ahhhh, Carolyn, there are just no words...my very deepest sympathies and very biggest hugs going out to you in your pain.

I am so so so very very sorry.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Carolyn)))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

I have no words I am sooooo sorry for your loss of Big Mac (((((((((Carolyn))))))))))



Fly Free Big Mac wings_cat wings_cat rb_icon

 

hi auntie carolyn.....curry here.....i know....this may be a bit of a surprise....hearing from me right now....but i was given special permission to come visit you..and to give you a special message....i wanted you to know that i was there to greet bigmac at the bridge.....gosh, there was a whole group of his ole friends to greet him as well.....there was lots of headbutts and nuzzling....it was so neat that everyone was there to greet him with open arms.....and chef stu prepared a wonderful meal for bigmac and the crew....it was so cool auntie carolyn.....we sat around the campfire while he told us his story of what happened the last few weeks with his health...and how you were such a wondeful momma bean....just the best....he got a little teary as he told his story....i held his paw as he shared this with us......but then his eyes became so big and he had this big ole bigmac grin on his face......i asked him what he was thinking about.....he said, "i'm remembering my wonderful life with my momma bean and how much i felt loved and cared for".....he had such a radiance about him as his shared this with all the kitties.....we could feel the warmth and the love that he was feeling.....WOW.....the love just lit up the camp and you could see all the kitties glowing in the love that spread over the group.....

so auntie carolyn.....i'm sorry that bigmac's physical presence left you today.....he is not gone....he is here with his friends....and we will take good care of him until the two of you meet up again....i promise

and auntie carolyn.....please let your bean friends and family in lantus land hold your paw as you tell your story and share your grief.....let them hold you during this time like we will be holding bigmac......

ok, auntie carolyn....got to go for now.....

lots of headbutts from your,
furry purry curry

 

(((((((Carolyn))))))))

I'm so sorry for your loss. You did everything you could...I've never seen a more committed and dedicated mama. I'm not sure if there is anything to say that will make you feel better...just know we are here for you...BigMac was a very fortunate kitty to have you as his mama for so long.

Big Hugs

Tanya, Mike, Elie, Cosmo and Marlin

 

Dearest Carolyn,
Wishing I knew what to say - sharing your tears - and your heavy heart. Your BigMac has been so special to sooooo many of us as YOU are too. For now all I can do is send the most lovingest of hugs and wishing i could take away the awful hurt you are feeling.
Good night for now sweet BigMac - you are amongst so many of our special friends. WAit for us!
Love always
Patti

 

Oh,Carolyn. I'm so sorry for the loss of your special boy. He knew you would go to the ends of the earth for him. Sending you much love in your time of grief.

 

Words cannot express how saddened I am at this news.

May all your wonderful memories of BigMac sustain and comfor you...

...'til you meet again.

 

My heart is broken and weeping... I can only imagine how shattered your heart is. I actually screamed "NO!" as soon as I saw the posts about BigMac. Just the other day I sadly admired the FDMB calendar with my sweet Donovan and the majestic BigMac sharing the month of April. I have prayed for BigMac, and I will continue to pray for you and your family.

MJ & Donovan's and Butthead's spirits...

 

There are no words, only tears in LL. A light has gone out in Lantus Land. We will all light candles to light you to the Bridge.



Fly Free and Land Softly, BigMac.

 

((((((((((((((( Carolyn )))))))))))))))

Writing through tears and with such a heavy heart... words just fail me. This is so sad.
Like everyone else, we had so hoped BigMac's strength would carry him through. I'm so sorry for your loss.



Many, many candles are lit in BigMac's honor tonight... lighting the way.


wings_cat Fly free, BigMac. Land softly...



Hugs,
Jill

 

I'm so sorry for your loss. There are no words.
Jan and Buddy

 

((((Carolyn)))))).... BigMac... tread softly by the Rainbow Bridge, for legend says you must.
Those who know of Special Cats, for you do wait with so much trust.
They know the love you gave so freely, with your special looks and ways,
They know she who loved you dearly, and will for all her days.

There are some who never met you who have a hole within their heart
Please tread lightly, softly, gently, stop and purr as you depart
For there are many gone before you who are waiting for you there
They will show you all that's needed - now breathe in the cool fresh air.

There are angels there to play with, and long romps among the trees
There are lovely flowers that bow their heads, as you nap and feel the breeze.
There will come a lovely morning when you'll raise your head and see
That the time is right to once again place your head on mommy's knee.

Carolyn... wanted to tell you how sorry I am... tears got in the way... Oh Carolyn... my heart breaks...

 

Oh for the ability to hit 'replay' with our lives and others.

 

(((((Carolyn))))) My heart breaks with yours. May you always feel Big Mac's love; he always will feel yours. God Speed and Angel Wings, Big Mac. wings_cat

 

((((Carolyn)))) I am so sorry. Fly free Big Mac rb_icon

This is such sad news. I had hoped he would rally. I know you are heart broken. Big Mac will forever be in your heart and I pray that he visits you in your dreams so you can hear his voice and touch his fur once more.

Land softly, Big Mac.

 

I'm so very sorry about BigMac. My heart goes out to you.

Patti

 

I'm so sorry to hear about BigMac. Just when I thought I ran out of tears they just reappeared. BigMac definitely treasured his time with you all these years and vice versa.

((Carolyn))

 

Awe (((Carolyn))), I too hoped Big Mac's strength would pull him through. I'm so very sorry . It sucks they can't stay with us forever.

Fly free dear Big Mac wings_cat and land softly.

 

OH ((((Carolyn))))
I was so hoping for that miracle also. I also gasped out loud when I saw this. There is just never enough time. Never. I am so sorry. I know how much you love BigMac and how hard you have been trying to bring him back. Anyone who loves their fur babies like you do, I do, all of us here do, understand what is written on Tucker's urn..."If love was enough, you'd live forever". (Or something very similar to that).


Carolyn...My deepest sympathies and love to you...be kind to yourself in the days ahead. You were a wonderful mom to Mac and he loved you, oh so much!
Fly Free Handsome BigMac...and land softly. You will never be forgotten.

xoxo,
Caryl

 

Carolyn, I am so sorry for your loss of Big Mac. He is flying free on angel wings and will always be with you.

May you find peace and solace.

Claudia

 

If ever there were two hearts that matched...You WILL be together again...You will.

Thank you, thank you so much for sharing your love with us.

God bless,
jeanne

 

I am so sorry. We all know how wonderful and special BigMac is and his loss is truly heartbreaking.

May you find comfort in this time of sorrow.
May you find joy through the tears.
May you find happiness in your memories.
And most of all, May you find peace.
Fly free sweet BigMac. Until you meet again.

 

Carolyn,

I am so so sorry that you lost your Big Mac. I two have a hole in my heart. No words can truly express how I feel. I had such high hopes that he would make it. You did everything in your power to help him, but it was his time. I'm glad that you were able to spend time with him and he slept on your leg. I know he felt at peace. Big Mac was one of us and he will be deeply missed.

My thoughts and prayers will be with you during this difficult time.
Hugs. (((Carolyn)))

Fly Free Sweet Boy
You will be greeted by many friends at the rainbow bridge.

 

Carolyn,
I haven't been on for a few days so am just seeing this. No words can express how you must feel right now, but know that we all carry a very heavy heart for you. Only time will ease this kind of pain. You have actually been the hero here and Big Mac will always know how very much you love him. You are a very special person for the deep love you show. Sam and I send our most sincere love and prayers.

 

Carolyn,

I am so sorry to learn about BigMac and grieve with you. Godspeed, BigMac.

Judy, Jake, & Boomer

 

Oh Carolyn I'm so very sorry to hear about BigMac. {{hugs}}