Amy&TrixieCat
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Yesterday
Happy appy, snuggly, feisty, and anti-jinxes as usual.
However, we had what was absolutely our most horrific gelcap in our geclapping history yesterday. I don't know what the deal is. I lost count once I hit double-digits, but I know I repacked that thing at least 12 times, and since I get about 5 attempts out of each packing before the gelcap starts melting too much, that means I tried to get it into her over 60 times before it finally went down, and it took almost an hour and a half. Once it goes down, I usually feel a tremendous wave of relief, but last night I was a combination if just plain numb and nauseated. I think it going down was actually just a fluke...I really don't know how it happened. I fought the meltdown as best I could, but once we hit the 1 hour 10 minute mark, I lost it. I did keep it contained behind closed doors on the other side of the house so hopefully she didn't really hear it, but it was a serious, serious meltdown. It was an incredible nightmare, and since these meds need to be fairly close to a 12/12 schedule, it's not like I can walk away and try again in a few hours, because that throws me off for the next day. We were doing SO well, for SO long...I don't know why things are getting this bad again....this is actually far worse than any of our worst experiences when we first started the daily pills.
Today's gelcap went down on the second temp of the first packing. Not that I'm complaining and pardon my language, but WTF? Why was last night the way it was, and today was like it usually is??? So incredibly stressful.
But I'm off today and tomorrow....chores and working on my future studio. Have a great day, L&LL!
Amy
Happy appy, snuggly, feisty, and anti-jinxes as usual.
However, we had what was absolutely our most horrific gelcap in our geclapping history yesterday. I don't know what the deal is. I lost count once I hit double-digits, but I know I repacked that thing at least 12 times, and since I get about 5 attempts out of each packing before the gelcap starts melting too much, that means I tried to get it into her over 60 times before it finally went down, and it took almost an hour and a half. Once it goes down, I usually feel a tremendous wave of relief, but last night I was a combination if just plain numb and nauseated. I think it going down was actually just a fluke...I really don't know how it happened. I fought the meltdown as best I could, but once we hit the 1 hour 10 minute mark, I lost it. I did keep it contained behind closed doors on the other side of the house so hopefully she didn't really hear it, but it was a serious, serious meltdown. It was an incredible nightmare, and since these meds need to be fairly close to a 12/12 schedule, it's not like I can walk away and try again in a few hours, because that throws me off for the next day. We were doing SO well, for SO long...I don't know why things are getting this bad again....this is actually far worse than any of our worst experiences when we first started the daily pills.
Today's gelcap went down on the second temp of the first packing. Not that I'm complaining and pardon my language, but WTF? Why was last night the way it was, and today was like it usually is??? So incredibly stressful.
But I'm off today and tomorrow....chores and working on my future studio. Have a great day, L&LL!
Amy
. I dont know how you do it. I would have let loose too!! 
.Hope you get to relax some the next two days. Sending calming vines your way
