yesterday was 9 months anniversary since i had to say goodbye to my mr. biddles. those of you who remember us will know we had very tough times with his diabetes and other issues. everyone here was very helpful and supportive. mr b and i were best buddies for 12 years. while i feel truly fortunate to have had him in my life, i am feeling equally anguished to be living a life without him. i cannot express how much it hurts. i've been crying nearly every day since 2/1/17. i keep dreaming about him, and wishing we could be reunited somehow. i hope i don't sound melodramatic. i'm sure people here must understand our furbabies are family, part of our clan, our steadfast companions. i am lost without him. i dont know what to do.