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Horrible night's sleep tossing and turning, worrying about Sasha. I can't get this awful pit out of my stomach. :YMSIGH: Tiki's good though. He had a good night, and his appetite seems to be back to normal. I have to buy more cat food today. Seems like I am ALWAYS buying cat food.

I need to go get cat food too, and I hear you, it seems I'm always buying it...or cat litter ;-) . I'm sorry that you are having such a rough time :sad: . Many vines to Sasha. I hope that your Sunday goes well :smile:

(((Tonya)))
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time.
And why wouldn't you?
I can't say "enjoy the moment" because I know I'll be the same.
Sending all sorts of calming vines to you.
Let Shasha have her calm and peaceful momma.
Worrying and stressed-out beans will worry and stress out our babies.
It feels so horrible and cruel to tell you not to worry or not to be stressed out, but Lucy's reiki practitioner always tells me that would help Lucy, and I believe that.
I don't know if this kind of thing is for you, but when the time comes near for Lucy and me, I know that I'm going to have an animal communicator speak to her.
I think it will help me clam down and may give me some peace and strength.

Thanks Mariko,

I am trying my best. It's a struggle. Every few hours I am resigned to the inevitable and accepting of that fact and then I am just NOT. Yesterday when she really started to pant heavily again, it's a sign the inevitable is near and I am NOT ready. Perhaps if she wasn't so normal in all of her other ways it would be better. I don't want her to suffer, but it would be easier if I saw her failing more. God that's so horrible to say. She is a happy dog on all other fronts.