MollynSkooter
Member Since 2014
The getting better numbers slowly but surely Condo (09/05)
09/05 RECAP:
AMPS - 203
+1.75 - 157
+6.5 - 111
PMPS - 156 (first blue pre-shot in four cycles!!!)
+2 - 113
+3 - 100
+4.5 - 115
+9.5 - 178
So Skooter got his first blue preshot in about 4 cycles...super happy. I have a headache and didn't get as much sleep as I had hoped, so I am going btc until his +2. I woke up for no reason around his +9.5, and he was lying next to me, so I figured I would test to see where we were. When I got the 178, I prepared myself for another yellow pre shot number, so imagine my surprise when I woke up to a 160. Even though I think that is still within meter variance, I am prepared for a bit of an active cycle as he seems to be trending back down vs staying the same or going up after the +9.5.
I really took to heart what was said about him sensing my stress level. So I have really made a point of trying to be more calm and chill around him and relaxed. Taking my time with shooting to make sure I am getting it in, making sure I don't touch the plunger until I know it is in etc.
I also think this was good. I do think he was maybe moving a little too fast down the scale, and it is obvious he is not quiet ready for his OTJ trial....hopefully in time, he will decide it is something that he wants to do. I am trying to be ever so patient with this process. The brick wall was the perfect analogy as that is exactly what this feels like....I also need to stop racking my brain on what I have done wrong, because this is Skooter's dance, not mine....and I need him to take the lead...he is a boy afterall, so
I am hoping to catch up on visiting and commenting on condos today....I feel bad I haven't been able to comment a lot the this week....this was a toughie at work and add in Skooter's "issues".....I have been reading, though!
Have a lovely Caturday!
09/05 RECAP:
AMPS - 203
+1.75 - 157
+6.5 - 111
PMPS - 156 (first blue pre-shot in four cycles!!!)
+2 - 113
+3 - 100
+4.5 - 115
+9.5 - 178
So Skooter got his first blue preshot in about 4 cycles...super happy. I have a headache and didn't get as much sleep as I had hoped, so I am going btc until his +2. I woke up for no reason around his +9.5, and he was lying next to me, so I figured I would test to see where we were. When I got the 178, I prepared myself for another yellow pre shot number, so imagine my surprise when I woke up to a 160. Even though I think that is still within meter variance, I am prepared for a bit of an active cycle as he seems to be trending back down vs staying the same or going up after the +9.5.
I really took to heart what was said about him sensing my stress level. So I have really made a point of trying to be more calm and chill around him and relaxed. Taking my time with shooting to make sure I am getting it in, making sure I don't touch the plunger until I know it is in etc.
I also think this was good. I do think he was maybe moving a little too fast down the scale, and it is obvious he is not quiet ready for his OTJ trial....hopefully in time, he will decide it is something that he wants to do. I am trying to be ever so patient with this process. The brick wall was the perfect analogy as that is exactly what this feels like....I also need to stop racking my brain on what I have done wrong, because this is Skooter's dance, not mine....and I need him to take the lead...he is a boy afterall, so
I am hoping to catch up on visiting and commenting on condos today....I feel bad I haven't been able to comment a lot the this week....this was a toughie at work and add in Skooter's "issues".....I have been reading, though!
Have a lovely Caturday!