GA 12/6 Neko AMBG 120 - finally free and back home

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  1. Wendy&Neko

    Wendy&Neko Senior Member Moderator

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    Yesterday - Neko gave me a good PJ party to remember her by.

    It's done. Neko, Ron, Theo and I spent the half hour before just hanging out in the warm sunny solarium. There was some quiet purring from my girl. Dr. Sue and her tech did a fabulous job - in the solarium. It was very peaceful. It's back to snowing now, so the timing was perfect. Sue commented how Neko's muzzle was a lot bigger than last time she saw her, which was two months ago. It probably contributed to her trouble eating. She said our timing was good, her circulation was poor too. And she could tell that she was hurting in her back end. If we'd left it longer, there was a good chance of some crisis, with all that was going on. After Dr. Sue left, Theo came out of hiding, took a quick lick of Neko's ear, then grabbed the fresh catnip I had put down beside her. Such a boy!

    Ron and I took Neko to Until We Meet Again, the local pet crematorium. I dealt with them a lot during my shelter days, they are great. Very compassionate. I picked out a silver filigree locket that will carry a few of Neko's ashes. I want a part of her near my heart. Where she will always be in spirit too. The design looks a bit like a butterfly in the middle, or as I will think of it, a brown moth.

    Although I am sad, and a part of me feels hugely empty, there is also a great sense of relief that Neko is no longer in pain. You have heard this before, but acromegaly sucks. She spent one third of her life with this disease, slowly tearing her apart. Next week is the five year anniversary of her FD diagnosis and sometime aoround the end of this month is her 16th birthday. She is now truly free, once again able to run after brown moths and hummingbirds again. That's the Neko I want to remember.

    Thank all of you in FDMB for being there and bringing her sunshine for her final moments. And helping me help her for as long as I could. Love you and miss you my beautiful little girl, my pumpkin. Or as I always told her - the worlds bestest cat. :rb_icon:

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    Neko, in the good times with catnip in her solarium.
     
  2. tiffmaxee

    tiffmaxee Well-Known Member

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    Rest in peace dear Neko. I hope you and Max meet and all the other black and white kitties. A part of her is with all of us. I can't write more as the tears are flowing again. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  3. Doodles & Karen

    Doodles & Karen Well-Known Member

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    A sweet girl who touched us all. Go catch those brown moths and hummingbirds Neko. The locket sounds beautiful Wendy. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  4. Lincolns Mom

    Lincolns Mom Well-Known Member

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    You have been on my mind all day... it is so hard to be a bean... especially if we do it right and put them first... and i know as sad as you are you also know you did the right thing... it is a gift of love you gave... i hope brown moths forever find you so that you know Neko is never far... :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:cat_wings>o
     
  5. Bron and Sheba (GA)

    Bron and Sheba (GA) Well-Known Member

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    ((((((Wendy, Ron and Theo)))))
    I am so glad the sun came out and she was able to be in the solarium surrounded by her loved ones.
    Fly free beautiful girl....you will be missed :rb_icon:
     
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  6. Carol & Murphy (GA)

    Carol & Murphy (GA) Well-Known Member

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    RIP, sweet little girl. Hugs to you, Wendy, on this bittersweet day
     
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  7. Tuxedo Mom

    Tuxedo Mom Well-Known Member

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    Neko is now free of the pains of the physical world

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    (((HUGS)))) Wendy, Ron and Theo


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  8. Madrona and Leda (GA)

    Madrona and Leda (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Sending healing thoughts to you and yours:bighug::bighug::bighug:, thank you so much for sharing Neko with all of us :rb_icon:
     
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  9. Marje and Gracie

    Marje and Gracie Senior Member Moderator

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    ((((Wendy, Ron, and Theo)))

    Your girl was blessed to have such a wonderful, loving family that would do everything possible to care for her with acro. I am certain she had many more good years because of your care, knowledge, and always seeking out the best treatments for her.

    We all grieve with you because Neko was a special, special girl who taught so many so much. I picture her now romping across fields full of sunshine, hummingbirds, and brown moths.

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  10. Red & Rover (GA)

    Red & Rover (GA) Well-Known Member

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    So nice for the sun to come out. Do what you have to do. Shout, cry, smile, be silent. Neko had the best bean ever. May she bag a hummingbird on a perpetually sunny day. Take care of yourselves.
     
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  11. Josie & Ripley (GA)

    Josie & Ripley (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Sending you love and light during this difficult time. I'm so glad it was a peaceful crossing. Wendy, you've been a fine example of a bean for your Neko, and many of us here in L&LL will always think of her as one of our own. I love that she will always be close to your heart --the locket sounds absolutely perfect. Many hugs to you and Ron. :bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Fly free, sweetest Neko, and land so softly.
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  12. Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA)

    Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA) Well-Known Member

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    Dear (((Wendy, Ron, Theo))),
    I know how you feel when you say that your sadness is accompanied by a gladness that Neko is no longer in pain--that she is on her way to a new adventure. She lived this earthly adventure to the full and we all will miss her so much. We will remember her for her strength, courage, and perseverance. And for the innumerable ways in which she demonstrated her love for her beans.

    That bright star in the sky tonight belongs to your girl. She will soon be arriving at The Bridge, where so many of her old friends are waiting to greet her. The Bridge Kitchen will now have a Sushi Chef! It will be a wonderful reunion. :rb_icon:

    Fly free, dear Neko. cat_wings>o You are much loved. You will always be in our hearts. Watch over your family and send your mamabean a sign that you are safe and well and among friends.

    In loving remembrance,

    Ella & Edward, Rusty, and Stu (GA)
     
  13. Kris & Teasel

    Kris & Teasel Well-Known Member

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    I'm so sorry you've lost your girl.
     
  14. Judy and Boomer

    Judy and Boomer Well-Known Member

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    Wendy you've made the ultimate sacrifice as Neko's loving Bean and let her go. She is in pain no longer. Her spirit will always be with you and how beautiful that you will carry some of her ashes close to your heart. Fly free sweet Neko.
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  15. Gussie's mom (GA)

    Gussie's mom (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I am so glad the sunbeams came to dance with Neko..and glad you will have the brown moth necklace ( I wear two lampworked beads that each contain ashes from my GA Buster and GAJett. The warmth of the pieces and knowing they are laying on the heart does provide tangible comfort.) I am happy you will carry Neko with you wherever you go. The necklace you chose sounds beautiful:bighug::bighug:
    My heart has been hurting and tears flowing for you all day..
    The sky cleared today about the time I was watching for her..there was some beautiful clouds and I swear I saw in the triangle framed blue blue sky a cloud formation that looked like Neko looking down....might just be because I wanted her to be there but....
    Sending gentle hugs of comfort to you Wendy....and shared tears
    Fly free and land softly sweet Neko..you are both welcomed:rb_icon:and missed:(:bighug:
     
  16. Kathy and TiTi

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    Neko, in the good times with catnip in her solarium.[/QUOTE]
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    Ah, no. I've been dreading this post, and I seem to be crying now.
    But what a beautiful goodbye for Neko. For a loved and lovely kitty. Your wisdom and courage saw all of you through.
    Sending love and hugs and everything good.
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  17. Mandarin'sMom

    Mandarin'sMom Well-Known Member

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    I have been thinking of you all day. I am so glad that you got to say goodbye to her at home, where she was happiest and where she was surrounded by her loved ones. Fly free, sweet girl, and watch over all over the FD kitties from the other side. Your strength was an inspiration to all of us. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  18. Asrael

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    It sounds like a beautiful transition for her- and just the right time. I can't imagine how hard it was, yet how beautiful and peaceful too. It sounds like a perfect goodbye. Such a beautiful girl, flying fee now- chasing those moths and hummingbirds.

    We were with you all day- in our thoughts and spirit.

    Sending so so so much Love! And what a beautiful picture- Thank you for sharing..

    And Yes- I have tears too

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  19. carfurby (GA)

    carfurby (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I'm so sorry Neko's body couldn't contain her sweet spirit any more. You did the most loving thing in letting her go peacefully. I know you miss her terribly. She'll love you forever and always be with you. Fly free sweet Neko. Sending prayers. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  20. Bobbie And Bubba

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    Hugs, Wendy, Ron an Theo. Lots an Lots of hugs. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Until you meet again. cat_wings>o
     
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  21. rhiannon and shadow (GA)

    rhiannon and shadow (GA) Well-Known Member

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    I was scared to log on tonite.... knowing this post would likely be here. I'm glad she had sunbeams today and was surrounded with love and in her favorite spot.
    Your situation of saving her from the future decline and pain is so similar of my path so I know the relief you feel even though you would gladly continue marching onward caring for her, but when we can't take the pain away..... our heart hurts for them before it's time to let go. The head prevails over the heart.
    And the heart knows the huge gift we give and are so fortunate to be able to give to them. Neko has so much love.
    Neko will forever be in my heart and I've copied her picture and added it to my photos. I love her solarium pic.
    But you know how partial I am to black and whites.

    I hope Shadow won't hog the moths and will frolic with Neko as they stalk and hunt.
    (((((((((((((((((((Wendy & Ron)))))))))))))))))))))
    Fly Free Dear Neko.
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  22. Michelle and Mannie (GA)

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    Hugs Wendy to you, Ron and Theo. I will shed tear or two too. I am glad that Mannie's sunbeams made it there for her passing. He will be waiting for her. I know how hard this decision was for you to make, but I know too it was the right one. Neko does too, and thanks you for it. To set her free from a failing earthly body is the greatest gift of all. I so understand that sense of relief, Neko does too. Fly free little one, land softly at the bridge. Forever in our hearts Miss Neko.

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  23. Ann & Tess GA

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    Fly Free, Sweet Neko! Join all your friends at the Bridge and send sunbeams down to your beans.
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  24. Photorecon

    Photorecon Well-Known Member

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    So sorry about Neko leaving you... Sure you'll miss her for a long time and that's sad. Her
    organs decided it was the best way to go, glad there was no extended suffering.

    Hope good souvenirs will stay with you forever.

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  25. Sienne and Gabby (GA)

    Sienne and Gabby (GA) Senior Member Moderator

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    For Neko, there will now always be sunbeams to nap in, warm breezes to sniff, fresh catnip aplenty, butterflies to chase and old friends to snuggle up with. There is peace. Neko has gained her wings surrounded by love and left paw prints on the hearts of many.

    Fly free Neko and land softly.
     
  26. Suzi_S

    Suzi_S Well-Known Member

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    Oh, Wendy, I am so sad to read this. But I am comforted knowing she isn't in pain anymore. Sending you tons of love, hugs and vines.
     
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  27. MiCo

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    What a sweet pic of your girl. Light & love to you and your family.
     
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  28. marniepaul & miles

    marniepaul & miles Member

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    Sweet Neko! What a beautiful picture of her. I bet her arrival lit up the Rainbow Bridge from end to end.
    It seems like the crossing went as well as you could have hoped for. I'm still crying though. You gave her such a good life. What a blessing that you all could share time in this world, temporary though it was. I will be thinking of you.
    Rest easy, Neko.
     
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  29. Tiger(GA) and Ruth

    Tiger(GA) and Ruth Well-Known Member

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    You will be in my prayers (((((Wendy Ron and Theo)))) I'll think of your special girl every time I see one of those sunbeams and I know Neko will be basking in them,enjoying the warmth of the sun. Beautiful picture!
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  30. Chris & China (GA)

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    Nobody could have loved Neko any more than you did Wendy and it was your love for her that set her free.

    I don't think there's a dry eye in LL tonight for all you've been through and having to face these first lonely nights without your sweet girl.
    Fly free dear Neko and land softly.....You have so many friends at the bridgecat_wings>o

    The cosmic kitchen krew just gained an amazing sushi chef :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  31. Olive & Paula

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    Neko, enjoy chasing the moths and hummingbirds in all the beautiful sunbeams.

    Wendy, Ron and Theo. I'm so sorry Neko was ready to leave this world and join another. You gave her the most beautiful life possible. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  32. Anne & Zener GA

    Anne & Zener GA Well-Known Member

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    Oh my, we should all have such a good death to be the icing on the cake of a wonderful loving and full life. Then that combination of sadness, relief, heartache, love, all rolled together into a mixture of grieving that follows, that is what we beans navigate when we give our beloved kitties that greatest gift. I wish they could stay with us furever. Fly freely beloved Neko, send a sign sign when you are able.

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    Love,
    Anne, Liz and Tillie
     
  33. Sharon14

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    Fly free sweet Neko and land softly, you are so loved:rb_icon:
     
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  34. WileyWonderCat

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    All the hugs :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  35. AZJenks

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    Soar on new your new angel wings sweet Neko, lifted aloft by the love of your family and everyone here who was lucky enough to get to know you during your pit stop on Earth. We'll miss you... :rb_icon:
     
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  36. Rachel & Chyna (GA)

    Rachel & Chyna (GA) Well-Known Member

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    (((Wendy))) I'm glad your girl had a peaceful goodbye with her loving family. Many hugs and prayers:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:. It's so hard to do...and a piece of my heart breaks every time one of Chynas beloved FDMB friends has to go join her and leave us. You were the bestest beans for her, too. Fly free, sweet Neko:rb_icon:
     
  37. Kako & Tux

    Kako & Tux Well-Known Member

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    Oh No Neko..........
    I wasn't checking a few days, I was believing that Neko was well.
    I'm so sorry.
    (((((((((((((Wendy)))))))))))))
     
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  38. mariko

    mariko Well-Known Member

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    (((((Wendy))))) (((((Ron)))))
    You did absolutely everything for Neko.
    Neko told you it was her time and you listened, and she had her last days filled with love and tenderness.
    You gave her the best departure any kitty could hope for.

    I am blessed to have witnessed the strong bond you and Neko shared.
    Those few times I visited, whenever I approached Neko, she looked at you as if to ask "Is this person OK?", and you told her I was nice and a cat person too, and then she let me sit with her, or give her some treats or even pet her.
    I saw unconditional love in the way you looked at Neko, and I saw absolute trust in the way Neko looked at you.

    All your L&LL aunties will miss you, Neko. :rb_icon:
    Fly free, run free and enjoy your yummies like you used to.

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  39. Janet and Izzy (GA)

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    I'm so sorry to you had to say farewell to Neko. They surely break our heart when they leave us, even when we are so in tune with them and know it's time help them to the next realm.

    They take our love with them to the bridge. Fly free Neko.
     
  40. Wendy&Neko

    Wendy&Neko Senior Member Moderator

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    I wish there was a "love" button for all your posts. :bighug:

    One afternoon when I was outside with Neko in her much younger years, she caught two hummingbirds. I would pick her up and she would release the bird. After the second one, I brought her inside. The Neko of the last few years could only dream of doing that. But she still loved her brown moths until this year.

    Tonight was tough as expected. I ended up going to a meeting for a charity for which I'm on the board of directors. I thought it would be a good distraction. Someone brought dinner - sushi of course. I'm pretty sure Neko picked the menu. During the evening I tried to avoid looking at my watch. I finally gave in and looked at 7:30 - preshot time. :(

    The night is clear now - lots of bright stars up there. I'm pretty sure Neko is twinkling up there somewhere.
     
  41. Anne & Zener GA

    Anne & Zener GA Well-Known Member

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    (((((Wendy)))) Hugs to Ron, too, and skritches to Theo. I am so sorry that it was Neko's time. She had a great life with you. As Mariko told her mother, no regrets. It took many months before I slowly stopped being aware of shot time and all of the other things that we did. Thinking of you and sending comfort vines.
    Liz
     
  42. Squalliesmom

    Squalliesmom Well-Known Member

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    Oh Wendy, I'm so, so sorry to hear your news. My heart is breaking for you. Just (((hugs))) and (((hugs))) and more (((hugs))). I don't have words.

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    Fly free, beloved Neko, and land softly. The hummingbirds and brown moths are waiting for you, sweet girl. cat_wings>o
     
  43. sarahtee

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    I'm really sorry it was time, but love that it was peaceful and sunny for Neko...

    Many hugs to you all :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  44. Tricia Cinco(GA) & Harvey

    Tricia Cinco(GA) & Harvey Well-Known Member

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    {{{Wendy}}}

    I've tried all day to come up with just the "right" words to say here. But there really are no "right" words, so I'll speak from my heart.

    You and Neko joined FDMB while Cinco was OTJ and I was not visiting the Board much. By the time he lost remission and I came back with my tail between my legs, you had established yourself as one of the most knowledgeable and helpful people here. That is how I always think of you - a mentor, a shining example of what a bean should be. You went above and beyond the call in so many ways, trying to help your beloved Neko, and still finding time to help the rest of us and our kitties. Neko had some wonderful years with you that she never would have had without your diligent care and overwhelming love. Together you beat back the monster that is Acromegaly, not once but twice. In the end, the monster could not be denied, but even then you made the choice when and where to end the battle. And what a lovely choice it was - we should all be so lucky as to have such a peaceful, loving exit from this world. Neko knew nothing but unquestioning love from the day she came into your home until the day she left it. There is a hole in your home now, but you can keep it filled with the memories of her, and the sound of her purrs will echo in your ears for years to come.

    To Wendy, Ron and Theo, Mark and I send our deepest condolences. :bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Neko, I hope there is an abundance of brown moths at the bridge for you to chase, and maybe one or two Mr. AC tires for you to rub against. Your beans and your brother will miss you dearly, as will all your aunties, but we are glad you are no longer in pain.
    Fly free and land softly, sweet girl. :rb_icon:
     
  45. suki & crystal (GA)

    suki & crystal (GA) Well-Known Member

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    (((Wendy & Ron, and Theo))) what a peaceful end to a wonderful life, surrounded by those she loved best. You and Neko taught us all so much, especially for us acrokitties. You were one of the very first to welcome us when Crystal and I found our way here just over 2 years ago and you became our mentor and lifeline for all things acro, where your knowledge of that dreadful disease certainly extended Crystal's life. I am eternally endebted to you.:bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Wear your locket close to your heart, where she belongs always.

    Now Neko is at peace and will be able to chase brown moths and hummingbirds until her heart's content. There are many friends waiting to welcome her as she embarks on her next big adventure. Fly free sweet Neko on your angel wings and send your mamabean a sign that all is well - until you meet again.cat_wings>o


    "Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes.
    Because for those who love with heart and soul, there is no separation"
     
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  46. Vyktors Mum

    Vyktors Mum Well-Known Member

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    One last chance to bask in her sunny solarium, purrs for her beloved family and a peaceful crossing. Intellectually I'm so happy that this was the way that she went. A very beautiful end for the most beautiful girl. But that's not stopping the flood of tears. You will miss her so much :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Such a lovely idea to keep a piece of her in the locket close to your heart, where her spirit already resides.

    I'm so sorry it was her time to leave this realm ((((((Wendy, Ron, Theo))))))

    Neko:rb_icon:
     
  47. Shoeskitty-GA

    Shoeskitty-GA Well-Known Member

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    Wendy, No words, just tears and hugs and prayers for all of you! RIP Sweet Neko! You are much loved!:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  48. Osha

    Osha Well-Known Member

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    So many tears!! Neko, you have the best kitty mom!! Please send her a message that you made it to the bridge safely. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  49. HWright

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    Wendy,
    Our love and condolences and hugs for you and your family. Neko was and always will be the happiest being in the universe to have found you and shared your lives together. You gave each other the best, most loving life, all of which Neko brings with her during this her next glorious journey.

    When you wrote about Neko's love of moths, memories with smiles abd sweet tears came of how Sootie and her sisters Guernsey (GA also a tux) and Sweetie Pie (GA, little grey and white with flower petal markings), in their much younger and indoor-outdoor time, used to dance on summer moon nights under the street light on our quiet street, pawing and leaping for the moths who fluttered and flickered in the dance of tease. The joy the oneness of all.

    May your days be gentle and dreams sweet and full of the love that is never far. I often feel that spirits of our beloveds travel quickly and often on sunbeams and moonbeams and rain and snow beams to visit and to be sure that we are ok❤️ I had feeling last night that Bo(GA) was definitely on board in welcoming Neko to the chorus (that Les envisions so beautifully).

    With bushels full love and hugs and vines and thanks,
    Sina, Sootie, Azalea and their tribe and GA's
     
  50. Gill & George

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    ((((((((Wendy, Ron, Theo))))))))))
    Last night, George wanted to go out in the courtyard, so I went with him, we sat on the wall looking at the stars, it was a beautiful clear night after the rain of previous days, I knew it was about the time of Neko's crossing, as I looked up at the stars, I felt sure the one that was shining more brightly than them all was Neko looking down on us.
    I can picture her, all her fur restored, free from all her aches and pains, happily chasing those butterflies, moths and hummingbirds.
    I will miss Neko and her cheeky antics, be it her 'helping' you bake, demanding those elevator calls, and her PJ parties.

    Fly Free Neko, and land ever so softly at the bridge where all your GA buddies await you.
    :rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon:

    Thank you Wendy, for being there for George and I.
    :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  51. Marycatmom

    Marycatmom Well-Known Member

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    I'm so very sorry. It's so heartbreaking to lose our beloved kitties.
     
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  52. Amy&TrixieCat

    Amy&TrixieCat Well-Known Member

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    :bighug::bighug::bighug: Thinking of you today with prayers and hugs....
     
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  53. Sandy and Black Kitty

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  54. Gussie's mom (GA)

    Gussie's mom (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Sending more hugs on what I know is a painful, world out of kilter feeling morning for your household:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
    I know it's going to take lots of time for that beautiful memory filled patch to stitch over the Neko heart shaped hole in your heart...one super fine, beautiful stitch at a time... I picture it as a brown-moth shaped beautiful patchwork piece Wendy...
    :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  55. Deb & Spot

    Deb & Spot Well-Known Member

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    I am so very sorry for your loss. Peace be with you. RIP Neko
     
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  56. Linda and Scooter & Jack

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    Wendy,
    She was the most beautiful cat in the world!
    I cant imagine fdmb without Neko. She was the reason so many of us had or have extra time with our kitties.
    I hope you and Ron and Theo find some time today to cuddle. She will always be in her solarium over the bridge.
    I love that her heart will always be with yours.
    :rb_icon::rb_icon:Fly free sweet Neko Fly Free:rb_icon::rb_icon:
     
  57. Critter Mom

    Critter Mom Well-Known Member

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    Wendy, my heart aches for you at this sad, sad news of your beloved Neko's crossing. I am grateful for both of you that her crossing was peaceful.

    Neko is blessed that you are her Person; she could not have been more loved or more well cared for.

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    Tears are flowing for you both ...

    :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:


    Mogs
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  58. elizabeth and gus

    elizabeth and gus Well-Known Member

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    Dear Wendy

    I am so sorry for your loss.
     
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  59. Tricia Cinco(GA) & Harvey

    Tricia Cinco(GA) & Harvey Well-Known Member

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    Thinking of you, Ron and Theo today, Wendy. I hope you were able to get some sleep. I can imagine that getting out of bed this morning was a difficult experience, knowing that special someone wasn't waiting for you. It will take awhile to get used to not having to watch the clock, coordinate excursions with shot time, set alarms in the middle of the night, etc. I know you'd do it all in heartbeat to have Neko back with you, whole and healthy. Don't forget that, even before your locket is ready, she will always be right there with you. And so will we. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  60. Melanie and Smokey

    Melanie and Smokey Well-Known Member

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    I am sorry it was time for Neko to leave you. Your post, as always, shows just how much love she enjoyed thru her life.

    Land softly Neko.
     
  61. Barb & Checkers (GA)

    Barb & Checkers (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Wendy, I'm trembling too badly to say anything more than I am so very sorry for your pain.
    Neko was so very special to me, because she and my Samantha could be twins. I bet they both think they are looking in a mirror right now.
    My heart hurts for you. Big gentle hug.
    Barb
     
  62. Wendy&Tiggy(GA)

    Wendy&Tiggy(GA) Well-Known Member

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    Wendy, I haven't been on the board for a while but Cheryl posted this on Facebook and I had to reach out. You were there for me when I lost all three of my babies and I am here for you. I am so sorry for your loss. We all feel your pain. ((Hugs)). Maybe a little statue of her in the solarium, amongst the catnip.. in her favorite sunny spot?
     
  63. Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA)

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    Dear Wendy,
    I hope your day was filled with beautiful memories. I was thinking of a very content kitty napping in the sunshine in her heavenly solarium.
    :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  64. Voula

    Voula Well-Known Member

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    Dear Wendy, Ron and Theo, my deepest condolences to all of you on the loss of your beautiful and beloved Neko. She will always be in your hearts and you were all blessed to have each other and to love each other. You took such good care of her. Many hugs and healing prayers for all of you at this very sad and most difficult time for all of you. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  65. Wendy&Neko

    Wendy&Neko Senior Member Moderator

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    It was another sunny day in the solarium today. There was a black and white kitty enjoying it by himself. Theo's been fairly clingy and I heard him going around the house mewing this morning. I'm not sure if he saw another kitty outside or was calling for Neko. Or saw her spirit. He did let me sleep in this morning, though of course I was wide awake at AMPS time today. Neko's gift of the PJ party the night before had me so exhausted I slept solidly last night. I stopped at Dr. Sue's clinic to day to pick up Theo's pred, and had a good cry with the long time receptionist there.

    There were no regrets today, just sadness. It was time and Neko's body just couldn't support her spirit anymore. I am trying to focus on memories of a younger Neko. The weather here is also honouring her memory. The Mannie sunbeams continue for one more day, before the snow storm starts anew tomorrow night. There should be good star watching again tonight.

    Sorry I'm not responding to each of you individually, I just don't have the energy yet. Having this conversation with so many people with shared experiences is really helping me. :bighug: But saying that @Barb & Checkers (GA) - I still have the picture you sent me of Samantha, they are indeed twins and I'm sure Neko was surprised to see a doppleganger amongst the greeters at the Bridge.
     
  66. Asrael

    Asrael Well-Known Member

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    So much love and so many thoughts your way- I can feel Neko smiling down on you - feeling the freedom of her spirit- and her love for you :)
    Stay warm and cozy during that storm- will be thinking of you! :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  67. Kathy and TiTi

    Kathy and TiTi Well-Known Member

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    It's been 20 years since I lost my beloved Gumbo, and I still miss her very very much. She was my best friend during 13 of the hardest years of my life. A more loving beautiful delightful kitty there never was. In 75 years of cats, I was privileged to know only four such remarkable cats. I miss them all four, and love them still. Of course, I love all my animals, but those four are particularly special.

    I hope it's all true that we will meet again, where ever that may be. I hope that for you and Neko, too.

    Please feel no obligation to answer our notes to you. It is not necessary. Only want to reach out to you, as you have so often reached out to us.

    :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:hugs and love:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  68. Linda and Scooter & Jack

    Linda and Scooter & Jack Well-Known Member

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    Gosh I remember the support I got here and especially from you when Scooter passed. This is such a kind place. I hope you find a way to stay because without you I would never have had those two extra years with Scooter. You and Neko have saved so many sugar kitty lives together.
    The rainbow bridge is having a big sushi party tonight and they are all talking to Neko asking about all of us. They are probably showing her around to all the great solarium choices telling her to pick one for you all. I know this day is hard but you can always land here with us because we all understand.
    Love and hugs!
     
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  69. julie & punkin (ga)

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    Thinking of you tonight, Wendy, and remembering your precious Neko. I always have admired her beautiful long whiskers and eyebrows. What a girl! I'm glad she had that last time in the solarium to soak up the sun.

    You know we are all here for you, surrounding you with love, as you move ahead.

    Fly free little Neko, knowing you are loved and cherished.

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    Hmmm, for the first time ever I'm thinking this picture looks a bit brown moth-like. Perhaps Neko had a hand in it . . .
     
  70. Kako & Tux

    Kako & Tux Well-Known Member

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    (((((((((((Wendy))))))))))) more hugs.
    I'm praying for comfort for you, DH and Theo.
    Don't know what else to say... I'm still in shock.
    Stay warm Wendy.
     
  71. Tuxedo Mom

    Tuxedo Mom Well-Known Member

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    ((WENDY))

    I hope all your wonderful memories of a healthy, happy Neko are giving you some peace and strength at this sad time. I lost a heart kitty almost 17 years ago and I still miss him terribly. You never forget or stop missing your special kitties, but in time the pain lessens and becomes a duller ache, instead of a sharp pain. The amazing journey you and Neko took through FD and acro will always be a legend on FDMB and the love and care she received is a shining example of love.

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  72. Nat & Fluffy

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    Wendy, I have nothing but much, much love. Neko was such a lucky and blessed kitty to have such a great bean like you. I can't even fathom what you must be going through right now. Fluffy and I are sending all of our love to you and her. What a beautiful kitty... :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  73. Bron and Sheba (GA)

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    Sending you love and comforting hugs. :bighug::bighug::bighug:Fly free sweet Neko cat_wings>o
     
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  75. Chrys & Stomper

    Chrys & Stomper Well-Known Member

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    So very sorry to read this news Wendy. Much love and many hugs to you and your family :bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Fly free sweet Neko and may you land oh so softly in that giant solarium in the sky :rb_icon:
     
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  76. DebG

    DebG Well-Known Member

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    [​IMG]Wendy this reminded me of Neko and the hummingbirds:bighug::bighug::bighug: ! Neko you take care of the hummingbirds and brown moths till you meet up with mama bean again! Please watch over all the other sugar kitties:cat:.
    Tons of :bighug: &:kiss: to you Wendy & DH:bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  77. Peg and Toby

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    I was so dreading this moment. Please know my heart is with you, DH and Theo. No one could have done more for her than you did. At times now I still think I have to get home to give Toby his shot. It's a hard habit to break. I know your girl in in heaven flying free . I am like you. You hate to see them go but you don't want them to suffer.:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  78. Doodles & Karen

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    You are in my thoughts always Wendy. I was of course wondering how Theo was doing too and just read your post from last night. You're the strongest most amazing bean. There's a deep sadness in my heart just like the rest of here. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  79. Critter Mom

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    Thinking of you, Wendy ...

    :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:


    Mogs
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  80. MrWorfMen's Mom

    MrWorfMen's Mom Well-Known Member

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    Oh Wendy, I'm just seeing this now and I am so very sorry it was your beautiful Neko's time to depart to the bridge. She was an extraordinarily lucky kitty to have you as her Bean. Sharing your tears! :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
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  81. jayla-n-Drevon

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    The last gift we can give is the most difficult and you gave sweet beautiful Neko that gift of freedom..... she is just a breath away :rb_icon:
    Deepest condolences to you and your family....our hearts are with you:bighug:
     
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  82. carfurby (GA)

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    Sending more prayers for you, DH and Theo. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  83. Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA)

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    I was hiking today in the stillness of the winter woods, seeing beautiful dark shapes of evergreens and rocks on the white snow. I thought of Neko. We saw muskrats fishing and I thought of Neko, fishing for the best sushi fish.
    I hope your day went pretty well, Wendy. Thinking of you.
    :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  84. jacereske

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    Hugs to you Wendy. There is no greater testament to how much we love them than to help them journey to their next life peacefully and and with dignity.

    Gentle journey to your tenth life beloved Neko. May you land softly in the land of love and light, where there is no pain and no disease.
     
  85. mariko

    mariko Well-Known Member

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    Thinking of you, (((Wendy))).
    And thinking of beautiful Neko.
    It was a sunny winter day again today, honoring Neko's memories.
    :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  86. Wendy&Neko

    Wendy&Neko Senior Member Moderator

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    I spent the day at my parents, getting them ready for the snowstorm that starts tonight - lots of moving firewood around and got groceries. On the way home I picked up the engraved trophies for this weekend's award dinner, then did an impromptu call to the pet crematorium, since I was in the neighbourhood. Neko was ready to come home. So I picked her up and now I don't have to go out in tomorrow's predicted ugly weather. It was a little emotional putting Neko's pendant around my neck. But it feels good knowing she is right on top of my heart.
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  87. Vicki and Jerry

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    I am so sorry Wendy for you loss of your beautiful sweet Neko. Thoughts and prayers are with you. She was one very special cat that was so loved!! Hugs to you. Her pendant is just stunning!! May you find comfort in her many wonderful memories she gave you. :bighug:
     
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  88. Asrael

    Asrael Well-Known Member

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    Such a beautiful pendant- I think that is such a lovely way to keep her close- I have been thinking of you- I am glad you got to help your parents get ready for the storm- and hope you stay safe and cozy too- I know Neko's energy will be warming your heart. We are in Tofino- came a day early to beat the storm- and its cold but beautiful here-
    Sending lots of love from here to you- I am so glad she is home! <3 :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  89. Chris & China (GA)

    Chris & China (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Such a beautiful pendant.....very classy.....Just like our Neko!!!

    Glad she's back home and next to your heart where she belongs :bighug::bighug::bighug:

    Hope the storm isn't as bad as they're talking about.....My friend in Surrey is hoping it blows over too
     
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  90. Vyktors Mum

    Vyktors Mum Well-Known Member

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    I keep thinking of Neko's after shower leg kisses :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::)
     
  91. Gill & George

    Gill & George Well-Known Member

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    Beautiful pendant,:bighug::bighug::bighug:
    She will always be close to your heart
     
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  92. Wendy&Neko

    Wendy&Neko Senior Member Moderator

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    I opened the shower curtain this morning and there was a black and white there. Made my heart skip cause I haven't seen Theo do that yet. No kisses from him yet post shower, it's a work in progress.
     
  93. Vyktors Mum

    Vyktors Mum Well-Known Member

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    Oh god Wendy, I know that feeling so well, in my house there is no one there now but I still imagine the back and white (Vyktor used to hang around the shower waiting for me to get out) I was thinking about you guys in my shower this morning (amongst other times) - Come to the party Theo - leg kisses for mommy please :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  94. suki & crystal (GA)

    suki & crystal (GA) Well-Known Member

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    Beautiful pendant Wendy, I hope it brings you comfort wearing it close to your heart :bighug::bighug::bighug:
    Stay safe in the storm.
     
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  95. Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA)

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    Hi Wendy, Neko's pendant is lovely. I'm so glad you were able to bring her home before the storm.
    Stay safe in the big snowstorm. I'm sure your parents appreciated your help in storm preparation.
    Good boy, Theo!

    Hugs and scritches
     
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  96. Peg and Toby

    Peg and Toby Well-Known Member

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    Neko will be where she has always been close to your heart as you wear your pendant. What a beautiful way to keep her close. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
  97. Doodles & Karen

    Doodles & Karen Well-Known Member

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    I'm so glad you called and were able to pick her up before the snow storm. Pretty sure she told you to make that impromptu call. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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  98. Judy and Boomer

    Judy and Boomer Well-Known Member

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    What a beautiful way of keeping Neko close to you.
     
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  99. Amy&TrixieCat

    Amy&TrixieCat Well-Known Member

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    The locket is absolutely beautiful...now she is in your heart spiritually and near your heart physically.
     
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  100. Rachel & Chyna (GA)

    Rachel & Chyna (GA) Well-Known Member

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    More hugs and prayers coming your way, to you and DH. It is a beautiful locket and I'm glad your girl can rest above your heart. Scritches to Theo, too. I'm sure he is missing his Neko along with his beans :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
     
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