I think in many ways, honestly, going through the high numbers and having to sit on my hands was good for me. I've never been good about things that don't provide instant gratification, and it was certainly a life lesson in that. But we did come out the other side, and you will too.
I waited 6 months past when I first wanted to switch to Lantus to actually make the switch. I PM'd Jojo continuously, asking her if she thought it would be better for Sasha and if it would help control the weird swings I got toward the end of our time on PZI. It's amazing the woman still speaks to me with how annoying I must have been. :lol:
I'd been in LL and lurked and posted to the former PZI peeps that I knew, and I was very much aware of the period of high numbers I would have to go through in the beginning from looking at other spreadsheets - that was my hang up the entire time. I was terrified of anything above 200. Worried that it would kill Sasha, make her feel sick, damage her organs, develop ketones. Now I look back and wonder if my delays, my fears, and my anxiety cost her a chance at remission. I'll always have that in the back of my head. Hindsight really is 20/20.
Looking at Sasha's spreadsheet now.....it was 15 days of hell until the smooth sailing started. 15 days. Seems like such a short time now, and felt like an eternity then.
Always here when you need to vent away. :smile: