Purrberry
Member Since 2020
Hi everyone,
Though I have not been posting lately, I DO keep an eye on the boards. @Liz & Minnie @Jay Dee @Suzanne & Darcy @Summer and Susie @Wendy&Neko ...hope you're all doing well and having a great summer.
We've been trucking along here, hovering withing tweaks of .25 as needed. Fred has actually been very happy, his urination is way down, and his overall demeanor is quite well these days. So though he bounces all over the place and I occasionally have to shave a dose to account for not being home, I've been happy enough with his progress. We're not perfect, but when he's happy, I'm happy.
Last night, however, was a different story. Were you to look at the spreadsheet, you'd think, "Wow! Look at that great stretch of green!". The reality was quite different. That was me instantly regretting even giving him the .5 reduced shot when that was the lowest PMPS I've ever had on Lev. I thought for sure he was having a late nadir, as it's been pushing later, lately. But then I could tell he was just dropping....and not coming up. He usually has a "mini drop" initially, until about +5. Then the big one starts. With that in mind, I was horrified at what was happening. So that lovely stretch was Karo, MC, endless testing, me shaking and sick with fear, realizing the 24 hour ER vet nearby was no longer 24 hours and closed, and no one there to help me. (and forget sleep) I've never prayed so hard for a bounce to start.
So for me...never again. I've truly tried to embrace "shoot low to stay low", but the last time I really did this, we had the same thing happen. (back on Lantus) I guess I'm just used to him bouncing at this point; I suppose I count on it a bit for safety. Lev DOES pull him down from huge numbers. So to see him at 90 when the big drop is due to start...after already pulling him up from 62...OMG. Just too friggin' scary. I know he'll bounce today, but the low AM dose was to drain the depot.
I guess the question remains...what DO I do if this comes up again? I think it will always be a BCS for me...and Fred.
Again, hope all is well, and hello to the new kitties!
Though I have not been posting lately, I DO keep an eye on the boards. @Liz & Minnie @Jay Dee @Suzanne & Darcy @Summer and Susie @Wendy&Neko ...hope you're all doing well and having a great summer.
We've been trucking along here, hovering withing tweaks of .25 as needed. Fred has actually been very happy, his urination is way down, and his overall demeanor is quite well these days. So though he bounces all over the place and I occasionally have to shave a dose to account for not being home, I've been happy enough with his progress. We're not perfect, but when he's happy, I'm happy.
Last night, however, was a different story. Were you to look at the spreadsheet, you'd think, "Wow! Look at that great stretch of green!". The reality was quite different. That was me instantly regretting even giving him the .5 reduced shot when that was the lowest PMPS I've ever had on Lev. I thought for sure he was having a late nadir, as it's been pushing later, lately. But then I could tell he was just dropping....and not coming up. He usually has a "mini drop" initially, until about +5. Then the big one starts. With that in mind, I was horrified at what was happening. So that lovely stretch was Karo, MC, endless testing, me shaking and sick with fear, realizing the 24 hour ER vet nearby was no longer 24 hours and closed, and no one there to help me. (and forget sleep) I've never prayed so hard for a bounce to start.
So for me...never again. I've truly tried to embrace "shoot low to stay low", but the last time I really did this, we had the same thing happen. (back on Lantus) I guess I'm just used to him bouncing at this point; I suppose I count on it a bit for safety. Lev DOES pull him down from huge numbers. So to see him at 90 when the big drop is due to start...after already pulling him up from 62...OMG. Just too friggin' scary. I know he'll bounce today, but the low AM dose was to drain the depot.
I guess the question remains...what DO I do if this comes up again? I think it will always be a BCS for me...and Fred.
Again, hope all is well, and hello to the new kitties!
