WOW you do have a lot on your plate! You're doing a great job. I know everything has to get done, but please try to find the time to eat and take care of yourself, at least a little. I've had to do the acreage with a push mower before and I truely sympathize with you
Thank you - And I appreciate the understanding and I am not out for sympathy. I am out for understanding and I appreciate that very much.
What I have done, to get the data I have gotten on Mouzer, is have to let a lot of work get behind. It is not that I had time to get that data. It is that I had to put off a whole lot of work, to get that data.
I have to work hard now, to try and catch up. I now have two and one fourths acres of land, to push mow with those dadblasted mowers, and all properties are now above calves high and we have been having rain, so wont be easy to push through. It is going to take me about three days to get one acre mowed, because of this, and that means the other properties are still growing, in the rain, for the time I dont get to them, and that means, probably four days to mow the second acre and a couple of days to mow the fourth of an acre, only to turn around, the following weeks, and start over.
I do have to help my mom with her lifetime alzheimer's friend, other than helping keep up the very large house, her friend has, and keep up with the acre to mow. And I have to tend to my mom's place for her. My mom is 78 years old. She has had a lifetime, of this lifetime of over-load, that I have had and she is worn down and needs my help, so she can help keep her friend out of assisted living and at home, where she is happy and she loves that doggy. Mom's friend was placed in assisted living for one month and she got so sick, we got her out of there. She is not the type to do that to.
I am accustomed to people not grasping my workload. Most people dont have my workload and most people are not on disability, trying to carry such a workload. With their lack of understanding, they think they can relate, when they are so far from relating, it isnt funny.
I dont like having to try explaining what I do, because there will be so much lack of understanding. But when people keep telling me to add this, that and the other, to what I already have going on, and thinking, because they saw some days of data, that I surely have plenty of time to get that data, I end up trying to explain, but only to see, they will never 'get it', most ignore it, and/or get offended because I am not able to follow through with what they want from me. And I cant help that. This is what it is here. I am trying to help Mouzer, to the best of my ability. I do not fit into the box with others. I am in my own box, trying to hold it all up, the best that I can.
I was to be able to try staying home, with Mouzer, for data, today - but last nights all nighter has made some big changes for today. I decided to give him 1u, this morning, just in case I cannot monitor his day. I am not sure if I should give 1.25, tonight, because I cant go without sleep and I have not been to sleep since 4am, yesterday morning. It is now nearing 1pm, today, and no sleep naps to come. I have an over-filled, already over-loaded day, with having to meet a new vet, getting one kitty to that vet and providing records for another kitty, who must be in to see the vet, by June 20th, and eventually, Mouzer will have to get to the vet and two other kitties will have to get to the vet.
I guess, I should ask everyone - Please tell me about your days, your job you go to work and do, your home duties and any help you have with those home duties, if you do have help, as in a husband's help or friend's or relative's help, perhaps. And how you find, what appears to be, so much time to tend to your diabetic kitty or kitties, and please tell me about your days off and your vacations, because I dont have any help and I dont get days off or vacations. I miss those times, very much. It is actually nice to hear about others and their relaxation time, as it does refresh my memories of the 'once upon a time' I used to have
