My sweet, sweet Peanut went to sleep in my arms today . I made the tough decision for the doctor to give him an injection into his IV. It wasn't as smooth as I had pictured and I felt it, the moment that his heart stopped. I'll never forget that feeling either. But, I know in the end that it's what was best for him, he was too far gone to save no matter how much I wanted to. It's just a shock to have him be seemingly fine one day and gone the next. My heart is still trying to cope, my mind gets it but my heart doesn't. I decided on a home burial. I found a nice spot in the back yard between the fence and a beautiful fig tree. My boyfriend and I are making a small sign for him to mark his spot with. We have also cut a piece of his fur and bound it with with ribbon and the vet's office did a clay paw print that I will pick up next week. I was going to post some photos of Peanut and maybe this is just coincidence but ever since this net neutrality stuff I can't seem to find an online photo editor so if someone knows of a good source then I'll post some photos of him. I have plenty of good photos to remember him by. Thank you all for the love and support that you have provided.