Yes

It makes more sense when it's over

But, while it's happening,nothing makes sense, especially when you've got someone like Taco that can't get his numbers up,once he starts dipping

on 10/22 the big drop day,Moriah woke me up at +11a and told me he was 128, I responded with, wow that's great! At Amps she woke me again and said he's 98, and again I said that's great!! She said,Mom are you sure,he's in double digits, I said Moriah you have to shoot the 2.25. She argued and I said go, we dont do anything unless he's under 90, then we'll worry about it. So she did, and went back to bed, like she always does till +2, that's when she hollered at me to get up and I said, we HAVE to steer with LC and we did, we tried everything we could remember to get it right this time, but, Taco had other plans, he worked us and members ALL day, never giving him honey and very very small amounts of mc,lc and 1 time 25 carb when he hit 44. By the end of 12 hours, everyone was whipped,and didnt know if we could monitor any longer, so I chose to shoot 1.75 and was happy with it and knew what he would give me after that. Even tho I did stay up for hours after that,I was mentally worn out as I had only had about 2 hours sleep when my daughter woke me for Tacos party

I have a feeling he's going to show us some scary lows in the near future from this bounce, but, I'm an eagle

We will deal with it.I still say he went low from not eating the previous night, so, I'm watching that too. Regardless, I feel everything was done the only way it could have been done, and am grateful to those that stepped in. Their could have been others to give advice as I saw them online, but, they didnt. Every time this happens I learn, I don't want Taco in danger and that's why I'm here is to get guidance and suggestions. There will be times I wont take someones suggestion if I feel it will put Taco in more danger than he already is. I like to err on the side of caution with lows, but, I do thank you for everything you do and suggest

Just like I don't think I could shoot a 50,I dont know? right now it's too scary for me. Someday,I know I will change my mind. I am VERY honest with Tacos numbers and like everyone else I have fears, I just want people to remember where they were and were they are now.

A good example is go back and read where I was in 2017 when Taco was diagnosed,it's embarrasing to me,that's all I knew,but, I leave it up as a reminder of where I was

I left because it was just too complicated at the time, and went and did things on my own, and then found another group, that seemed easier to follow. I did get some good info under my belt and can say I learned a lot there, but, once the going got tuff I was more or less abandoned, I don't want to feel that way here, and so far, I don't, but I can tell that some members forget where they once were. It's ok, I've learned to take what I want and leave the rest, and then maybe go back and pick up what I left, that now makes more sense to me. It's a lot to take in , even after learning the basics, and the not so basics. Sorry I was so long winded
